

Why do you believe life has meaning?
I personally don’t believe life has any meaning, other than the one you choose for your own life. It’s rather terrifying and freeing at the same time. If there is no meaning, and if there is nothing else, no higher power, then this is it. You get the time you get, running around as self aware stardust, and then it ends. Everything that is “you” flips off one day and there is nothing but oblivion as the stardust you were slow seeps away. But, that also means that you don’t have to live up to anyone else’s idea of what your life should be. You can make your own path, your own meaning, and fuck the people in funny hats who try to tell you otherwise. You are you and no one else gets to define what that is.
I was pondering why people fight so hard to beat diseases and live a few more years. What are they planning to do? Why exert effort just to be here longer when you don’t have a reason?
If this is all there is, if oblivion is on the other side of the door, I’ll scrabble for every day existing that I can get, thank you very much. Sure, I have my own beliefs and things I would willingly accept oblivion for. But, if those aren’t on the table, I’m gonna keep on existing as long as I can. It’s one of the few things I’m pretty good at.
What mobile provider are you using? I know that T-Mobile IP addresses tend to get me a lot of captchas. And that’s related to their use of CGNAT, which means that the server sees many different identifying characteristics all coming from a single IP address. Also, geoip location of systems is really unreliable for T-Mobile IPs.