• I was born, wasn’t legally supposed to be born
    • immediately cried a lot because 0 Y.O. me realized what life actually was and want my soul to go back to whereever I was before this
    • fights with my older brother unfair, he was 5 years older than me, literally spawncamping
    • childhood trauma
    • moved to another country
    • much racism/xenophobia
    • no friends
    • cry in the corner (this time I’m not a 0 Y.O. anymore so I get bullied a lot for this)
    • it was the best of times, it was the worst of time, it was the times of trauma bonding with parents because they showed both love and hate simultaneously
    • politics shit happens (2016)
    • politics shit happens v2 electric boogaloo (2024)
    • wait wtf I’m already an adult WTF, no no no, reverse this, it’s TOO SOON, go back, rewind this pls
    • who the fuck am I, Identity Crisis v2, Electric Boogaloo

    (actually, existing is quite interesting… considering I wasn’t even supposed to exist, I have so much stuff I still need to finish watching, so many browser tabs, so many poems, stories I wanna write, can’t quit this game yet)