Not are you ready to die. Are you emotionally prepared to die?

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        22 hours ago

        Welcome back, what happened? I’d like to know.

        (My heart stopped 27 minutes.)

        Do you have anything similar to survivors guilt, trying and having to just live on on this messed up world?

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          18 hours ago

          Thank you, you too!

          I had a couple genetic syndromes that made me sickly and wound up with strep throat and MRSA in my kidneys at the same time. Died in my sleep on the couch at home and was gone for 5 hours. When I got back close to my old body I saw it was no longer viable, so I told my higher self what type of place I was wanting to go and it directed me to this timeline. I brought all my memories from the old one tho and this place is slightly different. And apparently I was an ass before the old timeline me took over bc the stuff friends told me I had said was wild, I went on an apology tour for a couple months. I don’t have the genetic syndromes or infections in this timeline tho, so I’m in worlds of less pain. My scoliosis is gone too. Also my father is still alive, I now have a half-sister, and my half-brother no longer has Down Syndrome

          No survivor’s guilt tho, and since I came here on purpose I’m not all “fuck this timeline” 😂 This is the place to be to get to where “everyone can learn to heal themselves like I did (by understanding consciousness creates matter.)” I’ve seen a lot of cool stuff online towards that end in the almost 8 yrs since I got here. I do have some mild curiosity about what happened to my old body and to the “me” I took over from in this timeline. Closest I can find online is the concept of “walk-ins.”

          Why do you think you carry survivor’s guilt? Hmm… maybe think of it like… there’s tons of timelines, so if you wanted to survive there were lots of options and you found one. This place really is better than where I came from, there’s Mandela Effects here for one. That dude was just dead where I came from, so there was no effect named after him. Didn’t find out he had lived til awhile after I got here, I laughed so hard!! A ton of ppl came with me to this timeline bc they also wanted to be in the one where ppl can heal, and I often wonder if they’re the ones that remember things like I do

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            16 hours ago

            Oh okay thanks for sharing, that’s wildly different. Although I scientifically believe multiverse (as in black and white holes and limits of visibility by speed of light) I do not believe we can carry over.

            I am happy for you to be good!

            I carry the damages (and documents) from dying and regarding similarities to survivors guilt I was referring to most people telling me how lucky I was and how thankful I must be when from my perspective I survived, am off worse and expected to just go on as before and be thankful about it.

            It’s not easy to understand and relate, that’s why I thought you might experience this similarly. However with the differences in our experiences it’s logical to not have.

            You could possibly relate to the series undone.

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              Yeah there’s a lot of differences between my NDE and ones I read about online. You’re welcome tho, I’m glad to have read about your experience as well!

              I love that series! Borrowed it from a middle schooler a few years ago 😂 me loving it made her actually want to read, so I was like ha, cool!

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                  Oooohh, yeah I mixed up Unwound (books) and Undone 😂 I’ve seen Undone, I like it a lot bc one time I got a cut on my finger at work and couldn’t be bothered with it, so I said “That didn’t happen” and it blurred and disappeared. Maybe she moved the keys a similar way?

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        22 hours ago

        Basically my heart (and consecutively my breathing) stopped 27 minutes. I was very lucky to be immediately resuscitated and have quick emergency response. The statistical chances of coming back from that without damage is very low.

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                It is technically supposed to be near-death, but I have no other words to describe it so I use that term. “Timeline jumping” is a fad on reddit, so is “reality shifting” and “glitch in the matrix,” but the closest I’ve come to finding something that describes what I did is the concept of time being simultaneous and there’s actually just “possibility/probability vortexes” and I just directed my consciousness to a different vortex. That comes from the Law of One channelings (free at www.lawofone.info/s/1.) They also describe densities that we go through during our consciousness’s evolution, which I described as “layers” when I was going up then back down them in my NDE. But yeah, my old body wasn’t viable anymore, there was no going back to that timeline or vortex or whatever