• Shirasho@lemmings.world
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    15 hours ago

    I’m living through number one right now. The confusion isn’t the bad part. The bad part is being fully conscious of your confusion, almost like you are in a body floating over your own watching you do and think stupid shit you know you would never do. It is legitimately horrifying watching myself slip further and further by the day and nobody seems to think there is a problem.

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      14 hours ago

      Trauma? Stress? Hormones? Illness? Any chance for a diagnosis? I’m sorry you’re going through this.

      • Shirasho@lemmings.world
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        12 hours ago

        No idea. I’ve been to who knows how many specialists and nobody is going beyond the basic checklist and giving up afterwards.