Older, more responsibilities…

Is that “better”?

My parents really make me wanna hate my own race sometimes

I have a negative association with Cantinese because of all the truama…

I’m not sure I even wanna teach my future children my language, I kinda just wanna forget it.

This way I create more “distance” between us, so my mom cannot go to my kids and try to manipulate them because of language barrier that will make it harder.

Idk I’m just thinking out loud