Live in the past, is mine. I will listen to things over and over because some songs or even podcast episodes, rewind me back to times where I felt comfortable in. I do sometimes poke my head out to see where things are currently in the present, but nothing around really makes me gravitate to anything current-day. But, then I just go back to my hole in living in the past.
People used to tell old people to get over it about them remembering things as they were all of the time. I’m understanding why they do that. Sometimes the present really truly sucks.
Biggest thing is probably the switchover from night owl to morning person. I mean, I’m using morning person loosely as I still hate getting up. It’s just that by 9:30 at night I’m drowsy and by 6:30 a.m. I’ve already been laying in bed for 45 minutes trying to fall back to sleep and now I’m so bored I get up just for the sake of getting up.
Also, weirdly vacuuming. It’s a daily thing these days. Used to hate it.