I have this scene in my head that goes something like this:
Mom: “Good night, my lovely son”
30 minutes later
Mom quietly enters my room
Pets me on my head for a good few seconds
Suddenly pulls out a knife and stabs me
I struggle to say with my last breath: “Mooommmm… why? 🥺”
Does anyone else have a brain that just think weird shit like this?


no never, thats not normal. there was show in 2000s, where this girl(ocd) was obsessed with using a knife on other people, but she never actually wanted to do it"the show psychologist" was testing her for it. should get tested by a therapist/psychologist or psychiatrist, for some kind of OCD-like behaviour.
This is a pretty common for people with OCD. She wasn’t obsessed with wanting to use knives on people. She had an irrational fear that she somehow would use it on someone. The treatment in this kind of situation is exposure therapy. Basically your therapist gives you a knife and makes you spend an hour holding it.