There’s a show I still listen to, that’s 20+ years old and hasn’t made any new episodes for 6 years. I don’t quite vibe with the newer episodes so I don’t listen to them. I however, very annually and religiously, have listened to the backlog of the older shows from 2003 - 2005, 2006 - 2008 respectively. It’s to a point where I know them completely by heart and know what to expect per episode.
I’ve listened to them at various points in my life and at different locations. They are to me, like time capsules, that rewind me back to periods in time that make me think a lot of where I was then, where things were in general, what could’ve been, what would’ve been .etc
I just can’t seem to get tired of them, despite me having tried to take lengthy breaks, to listen to newer things along the way. I listen to them to sleep to, they’ve become white noise. The longer I go listening to them however, the more times I’m reminded of various things that isn’t just the past. Things like “oh, I was at this point with someone when i listened to this episode” so it has kindof served as a callback of some sorts. Amazing how that works. That’s how I resonate a lot with music in general is that I can recall things based on what songs I’ve listened to, that’ll remind me of things based on where I’ve listened to them and what my surroundings were.
And this show is great at that too.


Listened to?
Cindy Lee - Diamond Jubilee
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_LJi5na897Y
Cindy is Patrick Flegel, who performs in drag, with a voice effects that make him sound female.
Honestly, I give two shits about the trans act. Whatever.
But the music … it immediately grabbed me. Spacey. Raw. Patrick is a brilliant guitarist and producer, a one man show. In drag. Deliberately plays with your expectations and abuses them. Smooth and mellow, with a taste of the 50’s, Beach Boys, Alan Parsons, and Beck.
Yes, I know that doesn’t make any sense. Try this instead.
Diamond Jubilee is the most definitive, the very best Lo-Fi album ever recorded.
And this guy.
SEA is just a youtuber who does chill science videos.
He’s far from perfect, but he does not beg for money or your attention. Gets by on producing good content. This particular video has been putting me to sleep for years.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3QbS2e8w33s&list=PLkoaIad9k4NJD4x6hXwj2CK1AumYTjCj2