I never really liked being in photos…

Shyness???

I have like some family photos in 2005? 2007/2008?

In some drawers somewhere…

I don’t think I had any more recent ones besides like maybe aunts/uncles have them on their smartphones… during extended-family gatherings…

I have an ambivalent relationship with parents and never really intentionally asked them to like… pose for a photo… don’t think I had any photos of family lol…

I have no selfies and no recordings of myself…

I cant even remember what I used to looked like or sounded like…

Like if my parents die right now… I wouldn’t even have a recent photo to mourn lol