She is working, and she has lots of assets. Think like middle class type of stuff.
That’s why I kinda have no rebuttal…
I’m kinda starting to feel guilty
objectively, she did materially support me a lot
but its just emotionally neglectful and abusive
constantly bouncing between “I love you my child” to 5 minutes later “WHY ARE YOU SUCH A HORRIBLE CHILD”
I feel like I’m slowly being brainwashed… I feel like she has this “mind control” thing she’s trying to use on me…
Sometimes I suspect (maybe this is my paranoia) she has some CIA mind control weapon that she’s trying to use on me… yea I sound totally unhinged I know… logically I know that’s crazy, but emotionally I feel like she planted a chip in my brain that made me so submissive
I feel like she’s making me go crazy
Sometime I worry she knows what I’m thinking.
Sometimes I suspect she might not be real mother maybe… mabe I hear too many kidnapping stories…
idk, my throughts are a mess…
if I say this shit to a therapist, I’d be locked up lol
She is working, and she has lots of assets. Think like middle class type of stuff.
That’s why I kinda have no rebuttal…
I’m kinda starting to feel guilty
objectively, she did materially support me a lot
but its just emotionally neglectful and abusive
constantly bouncing between “I love you my child” to 5 minutes later “WHY ARE YOU SUCH A HORRIBLE CHILD”
I feel like I’m slowly being brainwashed… I feel like she has this “mind control” thing she’s trying to use on me…
Sometimes I suspect (maybe this is my paranoia) she has some CIA mind control weapon that she’s trying to use on me… yea I sound totally unhinged I know… logically I know that’s crazy, but emotionally I feel like she planted a chip in my brain that made me so submissive
I feel like she’s making me go crazy
Sometime I worry she knows what I’m thinking.
Sometimes I suspect she might not be real mother maybe… mabe I hear too many kidnapping stories…
idk, my throughts are a mess…
if I say this shit to a therapist, I’d be locked up lol