• HuudaHarkiten@piefed.social
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    There’s a lot of things others insist have happened but I don’t remember. There’s also a lot of things I do remember and wish I didn’t.

    Not remembering doesn’t bother me at all, the remembering thing bothers me quite a bit.

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      My DNA donors like to insist that they did “so many nice things” for me as a kid… Funny thing though, i only seem to remember the “Dad’s in a bad mood” beatings, the “you don’t need glasses, you’re just being dramatic” gaslighting to keep me blind for my first 17 years.

      There’s more, but enough trauma dumping for today

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        Sounds like a classic case of raised by narcissists (etc)? They tend to only remember the good, while you only remember the bad.

        Annoying how that works out. And when I say annoying, I mean infuriating.

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          22 hours ago

          The only thing i truly miss about Reddit was Doom scrolling the raised by narcissists sub

          Edit: I just remembered a quote that your reply reminded me of; The axe doesn’t remember every swing, but the tree remembers every cut.