Please don’t tell me “see a therapist” I know that already.

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    1 hour ago

    sounds like a right winger would say. is your mom working, if shes a sahm , she literally just the thing she described.

    • She is working, and she has lots of assets. Think like middle class type of stuff.

      That’s why I kinda have no rebuttal…

      I’m kinda starting to feel guilty

      objectively, she did materially support me a lot

      but its just emotionally neglectful and abusive

      constantly bouncing between “I love you my child” to 5 minutes later “WHY ARE YOU SUCH A HORRIBLE CHILD”

      I feel like I’m slowly being brainwashed… I feel like she has this “mind control” thing she’s trying to use on me…

      Sometimes I suspect (maybe this is my paranoia) she has some CIA mind control weapon that she’s trying to use on me… yea I sound totally unhinged I know… logically I know that’s crazy, but emotionally I feel like she planted a chip in my brain that made me so submissive

      I feel like she’s making me go crazy

      Sometime I worry she knows what I’m thinking.

      Sometimes I suspect she might not be real mother maybe… mabe I hear too many kidnapping stories…

      idk, my throughts are a mess…

      if I say this shit to a therapist, I’d be locked up lol