Life is just too short for anyone’s bullshit and anything that will provide you bullshit. Just stay in your own lane. The world, both offline and online, are just massive levels of noise that’ll distort your reality, perception, clarity and state of mind if you let it.

That even though 100% of people I trusted have let me down, it does not mean that the next one will.

Life doesn’t last forever.

I dunno what it was… some kind of fraction?

I have ADHD, so, well, everything.

friggin everything. every day its like. why did I not do this or that. in particular is to take the trash out at the middle of the day dog walk when its nicest to do it. I start doing things then forget im doing them and go do something else.

I had a friend at work who would come to my office at lunch time and remind me to stop working and have lunch. I’d be stuck on a problem and want to keep working on it, and he’d insist that I stop. He say that if I took some time away, I’d come back with the solution, and he was usually right.

He would also stop by my office at the end of the day to remind me to go home. I worked with him almost 20 years.

He retired in November of 2023 and passed away in June of 2024. I still miss him.

To eat. I was just thinking that I’m very lucky to have friends who cook and bake for often. Typing this with a mouth full of Beerenkuchen.

What I came into the room for.

That life isn’t a fairy tale. Some live the “ideal life” and a lot of others don’t. I’m one of the don’t and need to be reminded that it’s not abnormal, things don’t just work out for everyone.

Being happy all the time is not a realistic goal. Being content is.

To bring my nice camera with me when I go on trips.

The older I get, damn near everything, lol

My meds.

That when I step away from being online/social media/horror show that is the rest of the world, I live in a great place, have a good life, can touch grass and that that reality is more truthful than anything online.